it's denis again, right after she came back from swimming. this time of the day, the perfect light is present in our back porch. she gets cranky, while i keep talking about being a mermaid. she always believes what i say, thinks that i may be one, if i wish long enough for it. she says dont leave me; i smile. we never wanna leave. then we start talking about how sometimes, you can grow out of a person once you've loved so much. it's unbelieveable when you come to think about it. those feelings,once you thought were so strong, are not present anymore. i dont know if it's letting go, or giving up. it just happens. and when it happens, it hurts.
i'm so sorry, for doing this, i really am.

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çeşme, 2007