this is not manipulation, it's film,disposeable underwater cam.

i fell asleep underwater yesterday. and i had a dream. i was a mermaid again. like Pheobe. the other day, i watched the episode where Pheobe and Cole first met. probably that's why. i saw you on the land. reaching out for me. but my heart starting growing cold, that's what happens to mermaids, you know. the sea was calling for me. i swam, swam to the caves. with jellyfishes and sea horses. i sat down on a turtle, and i sang. sang songs i've done for you, even that one we've done together. sang for the whole kingdom of the sea. then an octopus came by, said you were calling for me. he said, that you loved me and wanted me. all the dolphins got excited, they said they've seen people in love, and that it was a good thing. in our kingdom love is just a myth. something noone had, and wanna believe it. i looked at the octopus and i told him, i'm loyal to my kingdom, that i cannot go. i'm a mermaid you know, sea is all i know.


this is a shot from that same day. with the same disposeable underwater cam. lovely melis has taken this shot. this is me just floating, not really willing to breath actually.




çeşme,2007