i am around as always
but not around
fed up with projects
works
applications
and meds.

i became such an irritable person that i actually "shoulder" slow walking people in front of me,, because i'm always in a hurry you know

i havent been taken ANY photographs since paris
and what i've taken in paris still needs to be scanned or uploaded

i have this huuuge something inside me that needs to come out. i'm going all Frued now, i just need to catalize that.

i keep dreaming of going back to paris, which will eventually occur sometime in june, and you know just doing NOTHING there but writing, taking photographs, or even doing some songs that i still sometime get the inspiration and do.

i'm reading hanif kureishi, for a class project, and he's about to become some important writer for me, i just cannot continue because i dont want it to end.

i miss the old me though.

i do try to check your works and read your comments and notes. thank you very very much.

other than that,
how y'all doin?